like what you said ... it was just infatuation...
i never knew i would love you so much ... till it hurts ...
you and him were meant to be ... not you and me ....
it was never you and me ...
even when we were together ... you were still thinking about him ...
im just a substitute ... you never forgotten him ... even when we kissed ...
you still contacted him ... you still loved him ... keeping everything away from me as though i dont know... childish ...
If you really loved him more than me ... why stead with me in the first place?
to heal your broken heart ? so you can pour all your stinking sorrows on me ?
so i can make you feel better ? just by singing all those fucking songs to you ?
does is even make any sense ? if you really loved him ... you shouldnt have even stead with me ...
you didnt tell me anything ... you hid it from me ... you hid your love ... your care ... everything ... just for him ...
so whats the point ? now youre blaming it on me ? listen to yourself for once ...
when you told me you loved me ... you were actually loving him
when you told me you cared for me ... you were actually caring for him
when you told me that you will love me till you die... you were saying it to him
everything was for him... wasnt it ?
i was just a fucking listening ear ... and now ... you call me a bastard ?
what am i to you ? if i was really a bastard ... why the fuck did you even love me at all ? huh ?
go browse through all your posts at your own blog ...
see what you wrote ... does it make sense at all ? cos it really doesnt make any sense to me ...
its ridiculous ... everything you did or said to me was a lie ... a big fucking lie ...
it wasnt the other way round ... it was never ...
you just said that to make yourself feel better ...
to justify the way you felt towards me ...
well congrats to you ... cos loh qi min ...
i dont love you anymore ...
isnt that what you wanted ? ...
i wont interfere in your relationship ...
good luck with him...
