hey ... long time no post le ... feeling very bored and well ... hurt ...
i dunno ... i just have this feeling of being made use of ... i hate it ...
do you even care about me ? about how i feel ? am i a thorn your heart ? do you really hate me ?
i dont care ... i dont want to do this anymore. i know im not important to you ... cos you dont even care about me ... you make me feel like its my fault ... even when its not ...
do i even mean anything to you ? well i guess yesterday and maybe even today might explain everything ... the way you treat me ... was not like before ...
theres like a hole in our relationship... and its getting bigger ... after what happened when you went overseas... your attitude towards me changed ... it wasnt obvious but ... now i can see ... how you really feel about me ...
and even yesterday ... at fitness area... when we sat on the bench ... you werent willing ... you were like forced to do it ... there was no connection ... not like on Monday ...
well ... if it hurts you just to be with me ... tell me ... i dont want to force you ...
i dunno ... maybe im just being too soft hearted ... listening to everybody and neglecting my own needs ... well you know what ? i dont fucking care anymore ... you can do whatever you want ... as long as youre happy ... i dont see why i shouldnt ... well ... cos you mean more to me then the best things in my life ...
i know i did wrongs too ... im sorry ... i really am...
im sorry about yesterday ... for being so emo ... it was my fault my too ... im sorry darling ...
well ... all i have to say is that ... i love you baby ... i really do ...
i just hope that one day ... youll start shining again ... and show me that you love me ... more than words...
are you still angry with me ?
do you still want me to be by your side?
do you still love me ?
cause darling i love you
no matter how things turns out to be
ill still hold on ... for your care ... your warm embrace... your love ...
ill love you forever darling <3
saying that i love you
is not the words i want to hear from you
its not that want i you not to say but
if you only knew
how easy
it would be to show me how you feel
more than words
is all you have to do to make it real
then you wouldnt have to say
that you love me
cuz i already know
what would you do
if my heart was thorn in two ?
more than words to show you feel
that your love for me is real
what would you say
if i took those words away?
then you couldnt make things new
just by saying i love you...
saying i love you ... saying i love you ...
more than words...
now that ive tried to
talk to you and make you understand
all you have to do is
close your eyes and
just reach out your hands
and touch me
hold me close dont ever let me go
more than words
is all i ever needed you to show
then you wouldnt have to say
that you love me
cuz i already know...
saying i love you ... saying i love you...
more than words... more than words...
